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ScarsI am scard
Both mentally and physically
There are scars all over my body
They are deep and speak of times much worse than these
Each one for a broken hear, a shattered friendship, a forgotten promise
These wounds within my mind
They tear me apart
The bleed and pulse with pain just as much as they day they were wrought upon me
The flower of those i love has now rotted away
Only the petals remain and the float all around me
But i can not touch them
Their they go, blown away in the subtle breeze
Hear me scream
See me burn
Never shall i allow someone to be as beaten and rejected as me
If you feel pain as i do
If you bleed as i do
MoonlightWalk in the sparkling moonlight
See the trees and grass glow an eerie iridescent light
Look up in the stars and see their faces
The ones who broke your heart so many times
Who brought depression to your door step
Who built the white padded walls you know inhabit
Who knitted the straight jacket made from the tears you have cried for them
So many broken promises
See the glowing grass turn to charred ash
The trees set alight
See death walk among the flames
Scythe hanging loosely from his skeleton fingers
His face hidden in the cowls of his black robe
His wings spread high in the sky
Good enoughAm i not good enough for you?
What can i do to make me good enough
How deep must i cut tell i'm good enough
Who must i kill to be good enough
Why i'm i never good enough
Someone please take this knife and plunge it into my flesh over and over and over again
Carve me up tell someone will find me attractive
Cut me tell my blood drowns the world
Look at all the pretty red drops that fall from the sky
Look closely and you'll see all the faces of all the people who self harm inj the droplets
See the droplets feed the earth and grow the all the plants
Look, our pain, does help
Fall ApartLook at the sky slowly rotting away
See pieces of stars fall to the earth
Bits of the night sky land on the ground
See the horizon slowly drip onto the soil
Pick up the stars and feel it burn into your hand
Step in the liquid air and fall into it endlessly
Never ceasing reflections of the falling sky everywhere
Nowhere to escape
Nowhere to run
InkInk bleeds from my wounds
My razor my pen
I write these words
From which dead trees swaying in the wind
And rotting flower pedals that float in the breeze flow from
I bleed till my heart beats no more words
And my last words will be
Help me
MineI am loved by you
That i know is true
I cant breath when your around
Your scent enthrolls me
Your words captivate me
Evrything about you is just perfect
How could someone like me belong wiith you
You are me evrything
I dont know what else to say
What do you think i should say?
Apart from, that i love you
NightmareSleep my people
Let the moon whisper sweet nothings in your ear and lull you into slumber
Let your wounds heal
Let your mind rest
Let the razor fall from your fingers
Let the blood stop dripping
Allow the chaos of nightmares seep into you mind
Feel knives stab you
Let spiders crawl on crawl across your flesh
Feel maggots dig into your flesh
See death on skeleton wings stand over you
Let the water drown you
Feel the fire cook you
Watch the people you love being tortured in front of you
Then awake in a cold sweat
Feel hot tears run down your cheeks
Then realize it was all a dream
No not a dream, but a nightmare
Never AgainNever again will i trust so willingly
Never again will allow someone to break me again
To bind me with chains to them
To let vines with thick thorns grow around my heart
To love so much
To be crushed again like another bug on the wall
My heart was long ago broken
There are so many pieces
I cant put it back together
Somebody help me
Somebody help me pick up the pieces
But nobody will
All that helps is the razor on my skin
The blood that drips drips drips
The drops turning to flower pedals floating in the wind
So pretty
Why are they fading away?
Death comes on skeleton wings spread high
OldThough i am young inyears
I am acient in my mind
My bones are rotting away
My skin wrinkles
My flesh rots
My eyes shrivel
I am old
I am ancient
I am a force of depression
I am a source of sadness
I do nothing but continue to age while evrybody around me stays young
They are all so innocent
But i know better
I know what can break a persons heart
I know how fragile it is
Just look at mine
WindFeel the wind blow against your face
See the bloody flower petals float in the wind
Each petal has a face in pain
All the people who didn't feel life was worth it
Their blood no covers the plants
All my brothers and sisters we now wage war against life
Take up arms
Unsheathe your swords
Destroy the white robed skeleton that controls the world
Put them all out of their misery
Charge
Do not let any more razors cut
Let no more blood fall
Let not the gun fire
We must stop it all
Attack
See death on skeleton wings spread high
See the flower pedals float in the wind
MR. No nameThere is a man i once new
He had no name
So, we called him, Mr.No Name
He was a lonley man
I was his only freind
Mr. no name was a sad man
He chose the hangmans noose
Oh wait, im Mr.No name
When your asleepWhen you are asleep
In a sleep so deep
I am awake
Thoughts in my head, depression they make
My eyes are not drooping
From the sky death is swooping
Down to take me
For the knife gleaming in the moonlight becones me
Shall i secome
I do not know
SleepSleep child
Let the darkness creep in
No dreams tonight
Only death on skeleton wings
He has come for you child
Now you can join the earth
Sleep child
Brothers here
He will be forever and ever
CutThe razor that cuts my skin
The blood that falls into a silver tin
When i feel the pain
The whole world seems sane
The blood that paints a gruesome picture
The razor my pen
My blood the ink
The paper my soul
Nobody must see this bloody scene
My wrists sliced open
The blood never ceases to stop seeping out of the wound
It will never stop
For i will never die
After all in my writing, i am immortal
NotebookMy notebook knows me best
My notebook loves me
My notebook cares win noone else will
i wish my notebook was a person
Then id have someone to listen to
But for now, my heart is skecthed ontu pages not on somebody elses heart
Evrytime i give my heart, it is brocken or dropped
Here take it
I dont want it
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A year?
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He has come for you child
Now you can join the earth
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Bully

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Hit me with your fetid words
Stab me with your poisoned speech
Strip me naked and stake me out for all to see
But you will never break me
Skin me with your hated arrogance
Smash me with your bloody fists
Crucify me before all and stone me
But you will never change me
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I don't know if this is any good, but if you want me to add more, tell me, because otherwise it will be left behind
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~TheChesherCat Nov 22, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
I like the rhythm of this, but for the same reason it bothers me that the third and seventh lines break the rhythm. Would it work better in two stanzas? Broken at "break me / Skin me" of course. I like this poem though, nice work :)
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~thegreatpoetnick119 Nov 23, 2012  Student Writer
im glad you do and thanks for the feedback
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*VertFaere Nov 21, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
You've been through so much and yet you never forget who you are.
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~thegreatpoetnick119 Nov 22, 2012  Student Writer
your referencing to the poem right?
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*VertFaere Nov 22, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Yeah.
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~thegreatpoetnick119 Nov 23, 2012  Student Writer
sorry, you've said it twice in a comment know and i didnt know if i knew you in real life or not
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*VertFaere Nov 23, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
No. I just know the feeling. I faced bullies in school..female ones..which are even worse. Plus I've had to deal with verbal abuse from people close to me. So I can get a pretty good picture of what your talking about.
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~thegreatpoetnick119 Nov 23, 2012  Student Writer
im sorry
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*VertFaere Nov 23, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
It's alright, but thank you. I'm slowly recovering from the Verbal Abuse. I don't know if I could write a poem about it though, that takes major guts.
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~thegreatpoetnick119 Nov 23, 2012  Student Writer
you should try, im sure it would help
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