FreezeIt is so coldTo the reaper my soul has been soldFor without you I am nothingJust crushed flower pedals in the windI can't open my eyesThe frost is too heavyI can't look into the stars and see your face winking back at me anymoreMy wings a black sheath are frozenI can no longer fly in the sky up so highIT is so coldWhere is the sun?Guess I am forever cursed to forever live in this frozen wasteland of eternal nightIt is so cold
Outcast 2I am an outcastAn empty faceA mouth sown shutEyes nothing but keyholesSorrounded by rotting flower pedals dancing the breeze like so many a winking starAll the blank faces around meThey just pass by, without a second glanceThey look at me and see a freak, a wierdo, a monsterNone of them know the pain insideThe bloody chains that bind meThe love that strangles meThey see none of thisThey only see an outcast
NobodyNobody missed meNobody is glad to see meNobody caresNobody lovesIm just another eempty faceAnothe mouth sown shutJust rotting flower pedals in the windJust dead trees swaying in the breezeIf only i could just grow wings a black sheath and escape from this hellLook at all the pretty stars in the skySo close i could touch them......
ConfusingWhy is life so confusingPeople always each other usingWill i ever figure it outAt them should i just shout"i love you" i would sayBut all my hopes they would certainly slayWhat should i do?What should i say?I dont know what to doNone of them knowThe pain and love that through me they sow
SkyLook up in the skySee the stars that fly up so highRaise your wings a black sheathFeel yourself shake like a leafFinally you get to recliam the starsJoin the 7 planets like jupiter and marsI wish i mayI wis i mightOn the first star i see tonightI wish for someone to love me and be with meFor someone within me, to be able to seeBut nobody wants to be mineSo im stuck forever to walk this lonely little line
Who am iDead trees swaying in the windRotting flower padals evrywhereDeath on skeleton wings spread highThe patient warrior who sword cuts down both foe and freindAn antient old man whos life now comes to an endAn abondened child who now cries in the rain so no one can see his tearsMr. No Name whos only freind has leftA lier that just wants you to careAn outcast who just wants to be accepted, to become one of the blank faces milling around himAn ancient temple that now crumbles in the windLove in its most curropted form
NightIn the dark of nightWhen you freeze with frightWhen there is no sightWhen the stars shine so brightDeath comes for you on skeleton wings from up so highIn the sky you will flyAll the pretty flower pedals to the earth now fallAll this i can not drawSo i write this story of a different timeIn another peom that rhymes
BetrayedI have been betrayedMy hopes and my dreams have now been slayedHow dare you call me your friendThis reft between us you can not mendWhy did you do thusThis reason i have missedGive me a reasonThough you change like the seasonsMabye i should brake these chains that bind usBut you want that dont youCant you give me that small victoryGuess not
MineI am loved by youThat i know is trueI cant breath when your aroundYour scent enthrolls meYour words captivate meEvrything about you is just perfectHow could someone like me belong wiith youYou are me evrythingI dont know what else to sayWhat do you think i should say?Apart from, that i love you
UglyI am uglyI am disgustingNobody can look at meI must wear this mask foreverI can never escape this prisonDon't look at mePlease leave me aloneMy razor is my only friendIt is the only thing that helpsTo feel the warm blood drip down my skinTo feel my life force drip awayDrip drip drip....
CutThe razor that cuts my skinThe blood that falls into a silver tinWhen i feel the painThe whole world seems saneThe blood that paints a gruesome pictureThe razor my penMy blood the inkThe paper my soulNobody must see this bloody sceneMy wrists sliced openThe blood never ceases to stop seeping out of the woundIt will never stopFor i will never dieAfter all in my writing, i am immortal
JudgmentJust because they look oddDoes not give you the rightTo badger, poke, and prodThem about what's in your sightThey know they are strangeThey like themselves this wayThey don't want to changeSo please, just go awayThey want to stand apartFrom this sea of plain old soulTheir appearance is their own artTelling them different isn't your role
I HaveI have cried from broken hearts.I have laughed because of my friends.I have sang for the joy of it.I have screamed when it was the only thing to do.I have been depressed from my own life.I have walked this Earth to find my purpose.I have feared those of darkness.I have embraced those of the light.I have loved with all my heart
Who am I?Who am I?Am I that girl that cried when the teacher gave her a B?Am I the girl that never let a cut or bruise stop her?Am I that girl that fought with her mother for hours, and made her brother cry?Am I that straight A student?Am I that girl who "friends" betrayed her?Am I that girl who fell for that guy?Is that all I am?A collection of events?Of memories?Or am I more?Am I what is yet to come?Am I also made up of my hopes and dreams?The things that will never come to be?Am I also my feelings?Am I happy?Sad?I don't knowThey say I'm more than the sum of my partsBut1+2 will always equal 3It can never equal 4No matter how much it wants to
A ghost of a touchThe Casket is loweredinto the groundMy tears aren't fleetingbut fall without soundThe sky it is weepingas I cry your nameKnowing that lifecannot be the sameThe flowers are vibrantbut still hold no scentthe colours are fadedthey dimmed when you wentThe glances are hoodedbut I know they seethough they hide behind smilesthey are watching meThe house is now emptyI don't hear your voicewould you still be beside meif given the choice?your mug's on the tableyour toast on your plateas I stare at your chairI curse at our fateMy hands on my bellyas I feel a small kickthe thought of our childmaking me sickMy tears they are fallingas I try not to screampraying that soonI will wake from this dreamI ignore the phoneas I crawl into bedhoping this nightmareis just in my headI know they're concernedthey worry for mebut I just want to yellwhy can't I be?I just lost my loverI just lost my friendand I don't think my heartwill ever just mendMy tears soak your pil
Broken GlassWords that once belonged to meEscape my icy graspFeelings that once guided meAre now to far to claspAnd I can no longer rememberThe sweet taste of your kissAnd the havoc wrecks my soulThat once was filled with blissAnd now my filthy hands cradle the broken glassthat was my perfect existence....If only I had known that IWould throw it all awayWould I have hemmed the edgesThat now have started to frayIt was just one night of passionThat seemed so right at the timeIt was the most vile wrongHow could I be so blindAnd now my wet hands dig through the broken glassthat was my angel's breath....I would give everythingTo hold her once againBut I stained her perfectionWith all my wretched sinI would give her anythingTo feel her warmth once moreInstead I carry the labelOf a dark and dirty whoreAnd now my bloodied hands clench the broken glassThat was her love....
Weak.Don't you like it?The pretty colour,Seeping out of your simple paper cut,Making you feel a little less stronger.So pretty,Domineering,Dogmatic in its little ways,Getting to your mind.Alowing you the want to die,Whispering its little pleas to escape the infected body you constantly feed.Pushing you,To starve yourself,And all you know,To become a skeleton,Alike to the ones hidden in your heart's very closet,Drowning so slowly.Causing those you love the pain you seem to make so unintentionaly,Eventually realizing your all alone now.Bleeding slowly,Reaching for nothing,As they laugh and cry,Behind your bleeding back..Even when you die.
Deaths SongHere I come, my fetid soulsI have come to end your never ending nightmareTo shepherd you to the empty voidTo sing you this lullabyThis is the song the reaper singsIsn't it a cute little number