MineI am loved by youThat i know is trueI cant breath when your aroundYour scent enthrolls meYour words captivate meEvrything about you is just perfectHow could someone like me belong wiith youYou are me evrythingI dont know what else to sayWhat do you think i should say?Apart from, that i love you
SheildIn my arms I carry a shieldErect I stand in this crimson fieldOn this shield lays my friendTo the afterlife, we shall sendHe is about to dieThis is no lieHe has fallen in battleIt was not in vain for his side has oneNow he and the earth shall become oneLook at death fall from the skySee the skeleton wings spread high
RememberI remember i time so long ago when i was inocentI remember a time when i was happyI remember a time when she was in my armsNow, they are all brocken flower petals in my mindLaying on the groundShattered and dyingWhy wont these better memories leave meThey just wont dieThey hurt meThey strangle meThere is nothing left but death on skeleton wingsGoodbyeOh, before i goIs there a time you remember that you were innocent?
YaoiI press up against youI nibble on your earI lift you of the bedI make you hold me in your armsYou protect me like no otherYou love me like nobody else canYou care when nobody else doesWho knew this could all happen between to boys
Good enoughAm i not good enough for you?What can i do to make me good enoughHow deep must i cut tell i'm good enoughWho must i kill to be good enoughWhy i'm i never good enoughSomeone please take this knife and plunge it into my flesh over and over and over againCarve me up tell someone will find me attractiveCut me tell my blood drowns the worldLook at all the pretty red drops that fall from the skyLook closely and you'll see all the faces of all the people who self harm inj the dropletsSee the droplets feed the earth and grow the all the plantsLook, our pain, does help
In this WorldIn this worldI am all aloneIn this worldI find no peaceIn this worldAll the flowers rotIn this worldThere is nothing but sorrow and painHuh, turns out this world is my mind
KissI pull me head closer to yoursI feel your breath on my faceI look into your eyes and see me and you reflected in them for all eternityI feel your skin pressed up against mineYour pulse quickensAs does mineYour lips touch mineAnd you turn to mist and wind blows you awayI fall to the ground deadFor without you i am nothingThe only thing left is deathSkeleton wings spread high
Hold me DownYou hold me downI look up into your eyesI see my reflectionI see how happy i amI see in my eyes your reflection and the never ending faces of our happinessI reach up to touch your face and you disapearI scream "no pleaze dont leave me"I reach out to grab you but you are already goneFlower pedals fall onto my faceI am suddenly at the gate of death and the gate of lifeWhich shall i choose?Life or death
NotebookMy notebook knows me bestMy notebook loves meMy notebook cares win noone else willi wish my notebook was a personThen id have someone to listen toBut for now, my heart is skecthed ontu pages not on somebody elses heartEvrytime i give my heart, it is brocken or droppedHere take itI dont want it
CutThe razor that cuts my skinThe blood that falls into a silver tinWhen i feel the painThe whole world seems saneThe blood that paints a gruesome pictureThe razor my penMy blood the inkThe paper my soulNobody must see this bloody sceneMy wrists sliced openThe blood never ceases to stop seeping out of the woundIt will never stopFor i will never dieAfter all in my writing, i am immortal
Be ThereJust wait for me,'round the next bend.Look for me,I'll be there.Always,wherever you lookwhenever I'm needed,I'll be there.Anywherefor you.Just wait for meand I'llbethereforyou.
If...If all the world knew our pain we might never have sufferedIf all our friends helped us through we might never have sufferedIf all our parents ever cared
OldThough i am young inyearsI am acient in my mindMy bones are rotting awayMy skin wrinklesMy flesh rotsMy eyes shrivelI am oldI am ancientI am a force of depressionI am a source of sadnessI do nothing but continue to age while evrybody around me stays youngThey are all so innocentBut i know betterI know what can break a persons heartI know how fragile it isJust look at mine
When your asleepWhen you are asleepIn a sleep so deepI am awakeThoughts in my head, depression they makeMy eyes are not droopingFrom the sky death is swoopingDown to take meFor the knife gleaming in the moonlight becones meShall i secomeI do not know
MR. No nameThere is a man i once newHe had no nameSo, we called him, Mr.No NameHe was a lonley manI was his only freindMr. no name was a sad manHe chose the hangmans nooseOh wait, im Mr.No name
WindFeel the wind blow against your faceSee the bloody flower petals float in the windEach petal has a face in painAll the people who didn't feel life was worth itTheir blood no covers the plantsAll my brothers and sisters we now wage war against lifeTake up armsUnsheathe your swordsDestroy the white robed skeleton that controls the worldPut them all out of their miseryChargeDo not let any more razors cutLet no more blood fallLet not the gun fireWe must stop it allAttackSee death on skeleton wings spread highSee the flower pedals float in the wind
Jak and JiilLet me tell you a story boy and girlsAbout Jack and JillThese were a young boy and girl that went up a hillOne fell and broke their neckNow the other is hanging from the treeIsn't that a fun little story?
Mirror 2look at the mirrorShow me whose the ugliest of them allIn the glass there is a swirling pictureHere comes my face forming from the mistAgain it shows the truthI am the ugliest out of all of usMy soul is disgusting as wellMy heart has been shattered to an unrecognizable pile of rubbishIn the mirror i see flower petals floating all around meOn them are the faces of all who i have lostBut when i look around they aren't thereAll i see are the white padded walls that surround mei look for the mirror but its not thereI only see the bodies of all my loved ones around meThere blood is on my handsI have killed them allWinh=gs a black sheath grow out of my backCLaws rips out of my fingersMY teeth grow to fangsThe demon has finally comeEverybody run
Request - Lost LoveSide by sideWe walk the hallsRarely leaving each other.People say we shouldBe more than friends.We just scoffAt the idea.Weekends spent together,Talking about life.Suddenly, you're too close,Your breath is on my neckAs you leave a kissOn my collarbone,Softly with your lips.I push away,Shrinking from your touch.Lets forget.Lets forget that ever happenedAnd go back to the wayWe were before.You agree and recede.But that kiss still lingered,I could feel it on my skinLike a bite I needed to scratch.It was burned into my mind,While yours was wiped clean.We may have withdrawn,But that memory still lingers like a ghost.You find another girl.One who laughs at your jokes,Cries on your shoulder,Tells you her secrets,Lets you know her pains.You move on,But I remain stuck in that moment.Every time I see you nowYou're with that girl.You're not with meAs a friendOr a lover.You're with herAnd my heart is crying.
Saving the Stars"Umbrellas up!" My mother said."The stars are coming down!They're slipping from the heaven's skyand landing on the ground.""Watch your head, now, Rosie,"My mother warned, alert."If one should tumble on your head,I'd think that it will hurt.""But mother," whined I to my mom,"The stars should stay up there.The angels will be stopping thisas soon as they're aware.""Oh, Rosie," Mother sighed aloud."The angels want this done.They stand behind each beam of lightand push them, one by one.""What for?" I asked then, soft and sweet."I'm feeling so confused.Do the angels want their friends on earthto be black and blue and bruised?""Not you, Rosie," Mother said."You've done nothing wrong.But evil deeds occur on earthand most folks just go along."For everytime a child's hit,or killed in bed at night;Everytime you wrong someonea star will lose its light."I gathered up my broom and cried,"Then I'll sweep them in with you.We'll hang the stars and patch them upwith rubber
RainWhat has life done to you girl?Why do you pay the price?Carry the world on your shoulders?Be confronted with every vice?You sit alone in your corner,Because youre afraid of the rain.The rain which continues to follow youTo send a murk into your brainBut you have to learn my darling dear,That storm cloud is always nearIts not meant to bring you down,Nor its waters to make you drown.No the sky is weeping girlWeeping just for youThe girl who has all the troublesWhich everyone has threwThrew at her like a baseballAnd left her without a batGirl I know you simply dont deserve that.So Im crawling into your corner,Whether you want me to or not.I may bring a few friendsSome you have met,And some not.Were going to make you seeThat life just isnt badThat the problems you think you haveAre only those youve had.That not all you see is worrying,That you dont always have to careAnd if you need a shoulder to cry on,For you
PoetryWith bitten lips and tear-burnt eyesyou tell her your new tragedyshe listens to the hurt and painand smiles as she writes it down in her mindwhat you cannot say, she will shout for youor sing, or whisper- whatever you preferher arms are tight around youas you spit your angry wordsand she listens and remembersand tones them into musicinto her worldand she dances as she tells your storyand makes faces when you're happyand cries with you when you need hernot everyone can hear hersome believe she says nothing realshe'd never lie, but they don't understandwhen she speaks, they hear gold-toned liesor steel-stained epithetsor excuses for more hatebut her gift is taking words from youand touching them with a silver fingerand giving them her beautyand it doesn't matter if they hear her rightif they understand your feelingsshe's trying her hardest for you.
It's_The_Least_I_Can_DoI'm damagedCant you see?My broken heartIs still beatingIn the painI'm healingSlowlyI'm getting crutchesAnd helping handsFrom the groupOf the greatest friendsI feel alone sometimesI wanna cryBut I'm holding onFor themBecause they deserve an effort from meThey deserve me to tryIt's the least I can doI can try to pull myself upJust because I've fallendoesn't mean I have to take them tooSo I'll climbTill I reach the topIt's the least I can do
FrostAs I speak, You listen,For a while. You talk back,For a while.But then, You leave,You say you are sorry, That you don't mean to,But I wonder...What I have done... Why you have gone,So cold... Why are you so cold.Then I look back, And think.You have been through so much, So much pain.For things you haven't done. And all I can do is say sorry.I understand why you are so cold.
poetry like teaI never want to know you.I want to wonder, want to slide back-down and backwards across your glissandos,linger over the breaths and pauses,pour into the warm and dark hollows that you curve into your words,nestle there like water or skin:I want to sink into the cracks between consonants, smooth them over,find the sighs folded into the velvet roundness of an O,contemplate each brightly fractured e in your name, how itis wrenched open to the world, wounded, and stillcurled tight as a fist over the wound:I want to drink poetry like tea,in sips, with sugar,and then in longer draughts until it washes down my throat like heatand I forget, for a moment, that winter lasts longer than thisand I am far from home:I want to find you in dead trees and bathroom stalls,carved with some memory of permanence into the flat surfaces of my worldaccompanied by numbers I will never callfor fear of breaking the intimacy of anonymity:I want to picture you (a picture of you) wi
PoetryYou, sitting thereMe, writing hereYou take a step into my domainThe easiest door is fragrant with cocaineThe hardest way is pain and sufferingAlive with sighing and weepingAs you string wordAfter hard-thought wordI wonder what your fuel could beCould it be the sun or the constant sea?Could it be the church or the state?Could it be the start of endless debate?Though I wish your words were about me
SleepSleep childLet the darkness creep inNo dreams tonightOnly death on skeleton wingsHe has come for you childNow you can join the earthSleep childBrothers hereHe will be forever and ever