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Judge MeJudge me not by were I have been
Judge me not by the color of my skin
Judge me not by the clothes I wear or by the way I speak
Judge me not by the scars that mar my skin, from so many a blade kissing my flesh
Judge me not by the ribbon that wraps around my neck, a reminder of what I have done and what I will never do again
Judge me not by the ink that colors my flesh, which tells a story across my skin
I am not defined by things you can see, by things you can hear, by things you can smell
I am made from sterner stuff that you can see, hear, or smell
I am not what you know from the past, a boy stuck in stagnant stinking depression
I a
BullyHit me with your fetid words
Stab me with your poisoned speech
Strip me naked and stake me out for all to see
But you will never break me
Skin me with your hated arrogance
Smash me with your bloody fists
Crucify me before all and stone me
But you will never change me
WingsPain sears across my back, splitting me in two, both screaming, both laughing
"SOMETHING IS GROWING, SOMETHING IS HURTING" one screams, raking his nails across my shoulders, leaving bloody furrows across my skin
"yes, something wonderful, something that lives" the other cried in elation,tentatively reaching he hands behind his head, reaching for the new flesh, caressing it gently
" CUT IT OFF, IT HURST SO BAD" one screeched, his nails growing into claws, canines lengthening into wicked fangs
"no, let it grow, let it thrive" the other cooed, his skin glowing a ghostly pale and his eyes turning into burning white stars
" I WANT IT GONE, I
FadingMy thoughts are in colour,
the world in black and white,
the skies grow ever duller
And I often miss the light.

A smile as fake as hair
Love and Life and Dare,
Death and Dreams and Flare,
fingers tug out my hair.

I splash in puddles,
Dance in snow,
And hop along the paths,
To a song only I know.

As red as a rose,
it tickles my nose
and falls towards toes
dying as it goes.

The music grows louder,
it drowns out the screaming,
their smiles are changing,
the light it is f a  d    i       n          g,
from eyes
and minds
and hearts.

And I stand in the rain.
Let it pour over me
my dreams,
my thoughts,
my heart laid bare,
I stand
And weep
And
Another NightThe boy watched as night fell.
He knew what was coming.
Soon he would be in hell.
His emotions were numbing.

Ever night was the same.
He'd suffer all alone.
He'd play this evil game.
The feeling was well known.

First would come the boredom,
then the sadness and apin;
and then he would panic;
his thoughts would go insane.

With the razor in hand,
his wrists were in danger.
More cuts, his thoughts demand,
his mind full of anger.

This self-harming he craved
was awful for his health.
He needed to be saved;
who'd save him from himself?

He watched the viscous blood
as it circled the drain.
He fainted with a "thud"
whilst outsi
the first noelTHE LIBRARY WAS ALL BUT empty. It was near closing time on Christmas Eve. A single librarian slowly moved through the shelves, returning books to their places, the trolley wheels squeaking in the silent room. I was sat in my usual place in the corner by the window with my nose in a book. I read all sorts of things, from novels, to ancient history; Earth science to manga.

   There were a couple of people sitting at tables on the other side of the room immersed in books. One of them I'd seen many times before. He always came to the library, and stayed there almost as long as I did and I came here whenever I could. He read many different thing
To be a LoserUnder a book, looking up
Are you a goddess a god damn queen
Hitting the ground like this it seems
Despair, ice and warm tomato juice

I hope yet grin and bear it
You grin and sun goes up at thou
A fallen tree, mom look at this!
Excitement's sometimes just a vow

In bed it grows like a fat kitten
A thought and world entire's mine
Reality dream and a confusion
A great tomorrow and a too late time

Like this I walk on stormy ground
while thy is ferm as sanity
but in heaven shine your gown of night
while mine it still hangs in the closet

Banality represents a rainbow
And grey for you but don't exist
and darkness on my
My Little Dark Secret's ConfessionThere's something on
My mind.

It's tormenting me
And won't stop.

It's sitting there
In the dark quietly,
Just as if it's
Stalking me.

Only to become aware
That's it's full intention.

It mocks me with it's
Smirks and laughing.

Why can't it go away?

How do I relieve this
THING?

Must I really confess?

Is confession really my
Only ESCAPE?

Fine then, you
LITTLE DARK SECRET
Of mine,
I confess...

I'm a cutter and carry the
Guilty truth on my skin
Through scars...

Now I feel better
Since I just let that
Out.

To all who read this poem,
You are now a witness
to my
LITTLE DARK SECRET's
Confession...
My HeartMy heart burns.
My heart throbs.
My heart aches.
My heart hurts.
It feels like
It has finally
Given up...

I tried to love,
And it turned out
To be a big mistake.

My heart's broken
Into tiny, thin
Slivers that will
Never be able to
Be mended...

So, I guess I'll
Keep up my shield
And only dream
Of the beautiful
Romance I'll never
Get to see...

My heart's broken.
My heart's gone.
My heart's never
Gonna love.
Now who's to
Blame?
Certainly not me,
'Cause I'm not
The one who
Called the shots...

Another message to two amazing friendsThis is why I smile,
Hope, you gave it to me, hope that I really am better then I thought would ever be.
After all this your still here, and I'm so grateful,
Now all I can say is thank you,
Karma always seemed to work against me until I met you two.

You made me laugh, and wanna stay,
Or maybe just made me wanna see, what I really could live up to be.
Underdog, that what I've been, but now I have two amazing friends.
The SilenceHello person I've barely met.
One who never speaks a word.
Not a syllable or sentence
Well, not that I've ever heard

Ah, the sweet language of silence;
The secret of seclusion.
For it takes two to strike dialogue
Unless, you are master of illusion

I wish to solve your imperceptible mystery
I wish to find the answers I'll never know
Yet, here we are, simply two people,
Surrounded by unspoken thoughts and a silent echo.

I wish to witness the world through your eyes
Deep sapphire orbs, a beacon in the night;
Why of the senses, undermine speech;
Yet favor taste, sound, touch and sight?

I'm on a coastline, you're on the opposing cliff
I battl
Inner TurmoilHis thoughts scream "You aren't good enough!
Think you're strong? You are weak, not tough!"
Care is something no one gives.
Admit you've no reason to live!"

"They see the cuts lining your wrists.
When you die, you will not be missed.
See that crimson blood as it falls?
That's the blood of a hopeless thrall."

"No, this isn't just a nightmare;
it's real, and no one even cares!
Your friends don't like you. Who would?
Fighting me won't do any good."

"Everyone hates you; you're a freak!
You know that it's the truth I speak.
The only friend you have is pain.
It's all that keeps you safe and sane."

"What? You're going to silence me?
Little girlLittle girl,
Little girl,
Bullies gonna make you hurl,
Little girl,
Little girl,
What does it feel like to be thrown away,
Little girl,
Little girl,
What would it feel like to make them pay,
Little girl,
Little girl,
Don't you care?
Little girl,
Little girl,
That they were never there?
Little girl,
Little girl,
What would you say,
Little girl,
Little girl,
If they all just went away?
Why not give up?What do you say when life's in your way?

What do you do when you a'int got a clue?

Where do you go when you'er lost and alone?

What do care when when you a'int got a home?

Who do you love when no one loves you?

Why go on with nothing for you?

Why not sit and give up?

Why not just throw up you hands and say well fuck?

Why not end you'er life and leave all it behind?

Well my sweet darling heres the reason why.

You never know when you will meet a new friend.

You never know who will give you a clue.

You never can tell who will light your way out of hell.

You never know when a home will resurface again.

And you never know who will br
Dust BunnyOnce upon a time
According to what they said
Was a little dust bunny
Who wished he was dead

He used to venture out into the world
With the lights in his eyes
And the happiness he had found
Is the current reason he cries

He had found a female dust bunny
On that fateful day
They used to make each other hearts
Out of paper that was thrown away

But then his bunny left him
To make paper hearts with someone else
She left the little dust bunny
Laying, abandoned on a shelf

He used to dream about the past
And used to fantasize of what would come
He  wanted another chance
With his certain someone

He used to wish she'd come back
But knew she'd neve
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EmotionI look down at my hands
They are chained to the floor and are covered in blood, my blood
I look at my feet
They are chained as well
I look up and i see you standing just far enough away that i cant reach you
I scream ayour name and i pull at the chains
I can feel them rubbing my skin away but i ignore the pain and continue to pull
I can here the chains groaning for they are old and covered with rust
Anger, Sadness, Insanity,Pain, Want are the names of my chains
I can feel them start to break but you are walking away
I scream and i ignore the pain and pull  harder
I feel the tears run down my face, they are now tears of blood
You
Sky BattleLook at the two winged men, one back as night the other pure white, fight
Look at thesky now covered in blood red clouds
Here there swords clash, listen to their armor clink, hear their battle cries ring loud
Look at the sparks fly
Look at the blood rain down
Who are these men you wonder
Why do they fight so
You look around at the people looking up to the sky
Wonder why they do nothing to stop it
Look back up in the sky and see that one winged man has one
See the white one fall
See the black one raise his sword in triumph
Here the people cheer
Finally, the darkness has won
In my ArmsI can feel you in my arms
I can feel your pulse through your skin
I can smell you in the air
I feel you press your body against mine
I feel your lips on mine
I feel my own heartbeat quicken
But then i realize that your not hear
And you shatter into a million dancing peices
I cry out " not again" and tears stream down my face
I fall to my knees and not even depression apears to comfort me
They have all left me
I am all alone in this dark and dank world
Somebody let me hold you
Somebody let me kill you
Somebody take my heart cuase i dont want it

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Starless Night

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Murky sky, why do you hide the stars from me
Why must you coat the sky in inky blackness, smudging out those diamonds of the night
Let me see the constellations, oh so dear to me
Give me back the starry sky that lets me remember so much
Let me have my first stars wish, that i do so desire
Bring back my midnight delight, a sky gilded and wrought with light
The city sky, chocked and mired in mans fetid breath
The country night, the air still smells of peace as the winds of man war has not yet reached it, leaving the sky still filled with glittering wants
The suburban sky, here man battles with nature, his death dealing fumes slowly choking away my precious stars
Now, which do you prefer, my dear children, a night sky full of wishes and wants but with no one to enjoy them with
A sky completely void of all dreams and hopes, but so many who you can share
Or a sky that still retains some of its former glory, with a few of the ones you love, to share its dulling jewels

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©2012-2013 ~thegreatpoetnick119
Category: Literature / Poetry / General Poetry / Free Verse

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*Oseltamivir Nov 22, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
I really like it
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~thegreatpoetnick119 Nov 23, 2012  Student Writer
im glad you do
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~Dany1908 Nov 7, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
no problem
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~Dany1908 Nov 7, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
well lol is not bad
i enjoyed your poem
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~thegreatpoetnick119 Nov 7, 2012  Student Writer
I'm glad you think that and thank you
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